This longish poem, Seventeen in 1962, is a pretty accurate description of my first job in Nundah, Brisbane, in 1962. I was a stranger in the city. My family came from around Sydney, and had just retreated, nearly bankrupt, from a failed migration to north Queensland where southerners were unwelcome. The bitterness of tone persisted for much of my first ten years in unskilled jobs after leaving high school, partly perhaps from disappointment after having topped the school academically, then colliding with the incomprehension of working class parents and the indifference of general Australian culture. The people I knew or met seemed to resent intellectual curiosity. They wanted to be respected vegetables in a very small garden plot. As a complete outsider without money or any social skills at all, it was a friendless time.
Seventeen in 1962
The wait was over, the growing done,
Just the filling out to come;
Time of promise, time to fear,
Gangling seventeen.
First job, be-clerked, minnowed and shoaled
With the eight o’clock tide, be-tied.
And the manager, Minikin, said marry yourself
To the company, boy-man to be made;
Tuck in your shirt and swear
Here will be done as your elders have done,
Let all debtors be blessed, amen
And wipe the smirk off your face.